i miss her so much. i wish she would just come back. i know she won't, but i want her to so badly. i still can't get it through my head that this is happening. it all seems too unreal to be true. i know that she did what she wanted because she was unhappy here, but i just wish she would have told me beforehand. i know i couldn't have stopped her, but i would have just liked to have had the chance to say goodbye. i love you keely you will always be in my heart for ever and ever!